lets talk it out...

so again, im a slacker. i havent updated in such a long time. a lot is going on. the basics: new internship... new little ninos that i love. soo much on my mind and no words to describe it.

ive found a little thing called peace. simple yes but so neccesary.
i cry a lot. you all know that.
i am addicted to love lockdown by kanye. (thank you broderito)
i am in love with managuas new weather. winddddd. dios mio, there is AIR FLOW for once in this humid place!
i have the BEST host brother. whos also my prayer partner whos also one of my new best friends.
my host family's chihuahua got half eaten by their pitbull. hes at the hospital right now... its kinda sad. he was my roomate. not gonna lie im a little relieved there arent random chicken bones and flees in my room for now. but i still hope he gets better, he was alright.
so i feel like i need to travel a lot more... i havent moved much from my regular sites, managua, esteli... thats it. so im hoping to do some traveling in the month and a half i have left...

sorry this isnt such a deep blog... i cant put in words what i feel right now. i dont think what i feel really matters... i think what i do about what i feel matters the most.

i feel God in the craziest places... he's just as rebellious as all of us are... never wanting to be classified as one thing or another... never ceases to amaze me.

His grace is overwhelming.

His love for my family is our strength.

I have nothing to ask of Him but all to give... He is too good... even when we think all things are going so wrong.

October is Breast Cancer Awareness month.

So be "aware" it doesnt hurt you... be "aware"... the person I love the most in the whole world is kicking breast cancer's ass right now... She is my source of happiness.

.dory.